i miss my mam.
i miss my mam.
Sometimes, just sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I just ended everything. Just ended myself, if I jumped in front of a car or overdosed. I wonder what people would say or feel. How they would react. Sometimes I think I wouldn’t be missed at all, that nobody would care. I know it’s silly, but its just the way it is sometimes. I just float about with barely any input just looking for an escape, because when I find it, it’s like nothing matters, it’s pure bliss.